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The Suicide Diaries

by cancerous world

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1.
Cold dull ache and still i wake 13 years go by still struggling to survive for whom cursed me with this plague forever bleak wishing to fade away Kill me Lord of this earth I’ve had enough I’m ready to die with no hope to survive this bitter coldness has been my death no soul no rest just feeling possessed Embalm my body Release my soul show me the path that nature foretold
2.
I met the devil he didn’t welcome me in he said my lifes too full of sin I said hold open that door I promise to absorb all your knowledge and greed just let me in I’m not done yet I’m not done here why won’t you let me die I’ve tried to live but i cannot I’ve severed my wrists, ate all the pills but I’m still here just let me end my life just let me come in i promise we can hang out true bond of necromantic sin ill tell you what we’ll make a deal lets slaughter all of mankind I’m tired of the shit and greed that life stands by ill be the martyr for all you too see we will waste all of humanity then ill live alone humble and stoned full of love and prosperity
3.
DEATH/ROLL 01:31
Left to rot on my own I’m sick of mankind these wrists are bleeding this blood is so pleasing tell me why you don’t love me tell me what have i done these pills taste sweet as death rolls on ill fucking kill you so you’ll never be alone ohh darling baby you stole my home i can’t take this torment i can’t take this pressure i must stop the aching i must stop the pain hand me a fucking knife hand me a fucking blade
4.
Why am i alive Why did i survive I’m sick of this existence I’ve lost all drive run down from life with no reality in my brain who dares keep me here is this just a sick twisted game why the fuck am i alive i hold no pride I’ve tried 3 times now all i want to do is die

about

The suicide diaries is the creation of one mans life coming undone,
with no hope for life, yet no allowance for death.

Cancerous world is a manifisation through self loathing, depression and a constant battle with mental health.

i don't give a fuck if you dislike or like this, i have made this music to keep myself alive and felt is necessary to publish this work for others to hear and feel.

Live, Love, Create

Thank you for your time

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released December 25, 2018

Music - Dominic Bass
Artwork - Folsom Street cult
Sound moulding- Leon Buckmaster

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